My Dream

So with all this extra spare time I finally have (seriously it took a fucking pandemic to get me my time off I needed at work... >.>) I've been thinking a lot.  And it's something I had been thinking about again before all this nonsense started started, but now that I have a lot of free time it's forefront in my mind again.  I want to make money from my blog and maybe youtube videos and stuff.

Several years ago I had started putting all of these thoughts and ideas on paper and doing research and all that.  There are several reasons why I want to, the two big ones being .. well.  I want to.  The other being that eventually I'm not going to be able to work full time outside the house and I will still need an income.  Something like what I'm talking about I could work part time a couple days a week for a steady paycheck (and thankfully I could simply do that with the company I'm working for now; train a new manager and demote myself and not have to go through the stress of job hunting) and then use the rest of the time for secondary income through posts, videos and such.

I actually have a lot of ideas for worksheets and such that I could make as well (I've been learning Canva for other reasons lately actually).  I started all of this several years ago but then my job situation was ... well, let's just say complicated, so I wasn't able to continue going and because my job situation put me in a pretty negative emotional state of mind I literally ripped up and threw out my notes and such.  Yea.  Not happy with myself about that.  I find myself desperately wishing I had continued all of that, even if it were just in the form of jotting down notes and such.  Either way I can start again now and have time to learn, make mistakes and see what works for me.  That way once the time does come (which is at least a couple years down the road yet) I will be set with some sort of secondary income. 

Well there's that I guess.  LOL